感动因你而起
Author: Xin Ying (China)
8/11/2000
Today I saw Vicki's message and fans' replies. As I read through
those messages, my eyes were covering by white fog gradually. I became
slightly touched. Perhaps it is due to my happiness, or because of
everyone's excitement.
In the past year, we have almost tasted all sorts of flavour. Without
Vicki, I believe we would have missed this magical kind of experience
in our lifetime. Chasing stars is a special place that I will never
do. Though we will be happy for a period of time only after going
through a lot of troubles, I still feel it's worth to do it. Vicki's
extremely good characters, not her outer beauty, has won our continuous
support.
I once thought I was matured and rational. I thought I would not
scream madly when I see her, squeeze through the crowd with people, stand
out from the people to get her signature, even not appear where Vicki
was in. But I will collect her news and pictures, buy her movie
albums, write articles and give my suggestions.
But right now just seeing her messages and fans' replies, I was
touched and hot tears fill my eyes. Who cares whether is it sensible? I
understand that within less than two years Vicki has rooted deeply in
my heart. Who wants to pluck it out will have to pluck the roots as
well, and the longer the time the deeper the root. I was touched yet I
also worry that when one day Vicki decides to walk away from our
vision, would we in a mess? That's why when she told the reporters she
could let go of her acting career anytime now; I became speechless for
a while. I felt so terrible rather that I heard reporters make up
their own stories. I know Vicki's intelligence and outstanding, she can
be successful in any fields of work anytime. Her decision is mainly
due to her interest and change of thought. Unlike most people who
treat the entertainment circle like gold rice bowl. When they get out of
it, they can't find any value in lives.
It's very contradictory, I hope to respect her decision, hope she can
do the things she likes, but I also wish she can always stay with us
in front of the camera. Without her news for one day, I will be sad.
I wish that she would not give up her acting career so early at this
golden period. When she really wants to get out, please give Vicki's
fans a perfect "Happy Ending", give us a step-by-step adapting
process. Thinking till here, I feel that everyone's wish of publishing book
will be fulfilled somehow. We do not lack good essays and pictures,
what she needs is a good publisher. Let us slowly find the best one,
at that time we will have financial ability and the fees of publishing
will not be a problem. Just then, I hear the song 'Impression' by
Gun-kit Hui. I was even more touched now; I have changed the lyrics a
little:
Who makes my mind full of music, creating happiness deep inside my
heart, kicking away my sorrows, finding my missed joy. Who suddenly
makes me full of imagination.
In my precious heart, beyond words, after numerous wind and rain,
forever hearts link, together in heaven, like the swallow flies,
together we compose sweet sounding scores.
Who makes me wonder day till night, growing in my dreams shining
eternally, causing me to guess million times, losing my direction,
leaving behind this deep impression.
Translated by Lily (Singapore)
Edited by Alice (Hong Kong)
